Historically, macaroni and cheese hadn’t given him much trouble. Liam had made enough Kraft in his freshman year at college alone that the process of boiling water and dumping in a box of noodles had become practically second nature. He prided himself on not having to measure out the butter. That afternoon with Ro, however, he had gotten a little bolder, finding a recipe online for homemade mac and cheese — the real stuff — and jumping off of the culinary cliff. Fifteen minutes in, and his friend was dousing him in white foam from the fire extinguisher, the acrid, chemical smell filling the kitchen and masking the leftover hints of smoke from his charred sweatshirt. Because he had been on fire. Not figurative fire, literal, super-hot, fire.
The two had cleaned it up as best as they could, but they were still reeling from the not-so-near-death experience, and their minds had clearly been elsewhere. Once Roman had headed back home, Liam had locked himself in his room with a Zippo lighter, holding his open palm over the flame for as long as he could. As it turned out, ‘as long as he could’ was a very long time. The fire licking around his hand was very real, but he couldn’t feel anything. He knew he wasn’t immune to any and all pain – he’d smashed his elbow on the side of the sink in the fray to extinguish himself earlier, and that certainly registered — so far, it was just fire. Which, concerningly, fit right into the narrative of the email he’d received the month before. It was just a matter of time before he started spontaneously combusting. Hopefully in private.
Liam was rolling his fingers in and out of the fire as Stella called up the stairs for him, quickly flicking the Zippo shut and shoving it into his front pocket. With a quiet, resigned huff, he pulled himself off of his bed, taking the stairs two by two and slowly trekking into the kitchen, rubbing sheepishly at the back of his neck when he took in the damage from earlier. “Wow. I thought we did a better job at cleaning this up. I know, I know... I’ll, uh, I’ll fix it.” The foam had evaporated into a thin, white powder which coated every visible surface. He didn’t even know where to start. “If it makes you feel better,” he began, turning on the water and quickly rinsing the remains of his charred sweatshirt down the drain. “We both agreed that takeout is the way to go from here on out.”
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